Fated Mate
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I had to get up eller than expected for alpha duties. I want to thank you for giving us the night. It is one that I will keep in my heart former. Just know that as your alpha. I will do everything possible to ensure your safety if you choose to be pack. I want you to also know that no matter what, you will remain with me. I am spalte vertain our connection may be difficult for its bath to break, but necessary pobo forward. No matter how painful, you are the strongest shifter I know and com pull through anything. I will get a hold of you when I know more in regard to your mote stuntlam. I can’t promler I will be in a good mand though. Aust know it has. nothing to do with you. I have placed Monica’s number in your phone. She said she took you to the mess hall and I think you he would make great friends. I am prend of you for pring. Think about what other things you are mine strong enough to da and go for them little wall. You deserve it. To her.
If I could cry, I would be doing so. But, as I wait, no tears come. Last night was the best night of my life. However, this morning is one of the hardest I have had. No, it doesn’t compare to any of the horrific days I experienced when kidnapped, but different kind of hard. Heartbreak, sadness hard. I really don T have words to describe it. I gather myself emotionally and decide to shower and dress for the day. If I am going to meet my fated mate, I definitely don’t want to smell like alpha musk. I wouldn’t think Kian would attack his alpha, but shifters will do fight to death over the mates, especially if they feel threatened by another. I don’t need to meet my mate and get caught in a shifter fight. I also don’t need to meet my mate and have him murdered by Thane, although I could keep him that way. Until he found his mate. Then I would be alone and worthless. No, showering is a must.
I have butterflies in my stomach, and I feel like I could throw up at the same time from being so nervous at the prospect of meeting Kian Staring at my clothes, trying to come up with the perfect outfit is enough to enrage me. I decide to settle on skinny jeans, knee high boots with a little heel, a black knit. off one shoulder sweater, and my long hair braided over my shoulder. I don’t want to give off the wrong impression and I only have rather plain clothing to choose from. Thane stated he would take me shopping, but now I think getting money and asking Monica may be the better idea. Although, I am not sure i can ask Thane for money, truthfully. It may be time to think about employment. If I can think of the right job, one without too many encounters with alphas, I could possibly do it. I just don’t know what the “it” is yet, I put on some mascara and lip gloss and call it good.
My phone beeps and my heart sinks knowing that it is probably Thane. I rush to check it, not sure why because it won’t be anything my heart actually wants. The fact that I know what it wants, and I am capable of wanting it shows how much I have changed over these past few weeks. I pull open the message and begin biting my nails when I read that Kian has agreed to meet me in Thane’s office. Apparently, he is there getting the run down about me and my background. A Thought disgusts me that someone else will know what happened to me, but if he is my mate he should know, Maybe I will be comfortable enough to go into details someday. I agree to the meeting. I really don’t want to, but I can’t come up with any good reasons why. It isn’t fair to Jums if he knows that I am here and refuse to meet him.
Around 30 minutes later, Cyrus is at my door to escort me to Thane’s office. He has a thin smile, doesn’t really meet his eyes. I can’t help that maybe he realizes how hard this is on me, or maybe he knows what Thane and I did last night. The thoughts of the night and what Thane can do with his mouth have me blushing, and Cyrus lets out a small laugh under his breath. Yeah, he definitely knows. Why wouldn’t he? They are best friends, and he is his beta. For some reason the walk to the office from the elevator feels like I am walking to the electric chair. A slight sense of dread takes over me. I am sure it is nerves, but I can’t shake the feeling. I can’t quite put my finger on it and contribute it to seeing Thane post orgams for the first time.
I walk into the room, the door already partly open, and see who I presume to be Kian sitting at Thane’s desk, his back facing the door. Thane isn’t looking up ut Cyrus and I, no he is looking at Kian. Intently studying him and watching his movements. Or lack thereof. Thane’s eyes dart to me and he tries to smile, but it falls flat. I know he is thinking about this entire messed up situation we created. I know it also must be double hard for him to see me with a mate to hop on over to and start a life with, muking it easier to get over him, and he doesn’t have that luxury. I could pray for him to find his mate, but I am too selfish to do that today. I don’t think my heart can handle it. Cyrus clears his throat, and Kian turns his head around towards us and smiles. He has a nice smile. No dimples still, but what can I do about it. He is handsome, but the love at first sight, fated mate bond snapping into place, the unicorns and rainbows isn’t there. I literally feel no different than before I walked into this office. My eyes dart back and forth between him and Thane, waiting for someone to take the initiative. The first step to end this awkwardness I am experiencing,
“Kian please stand and greet Ayla. Ayla, this is Kids. He claims that he recognized you as his fated mate and that is why he is here.” “I didn’t CLAIM, I know. My wolf recognized her scent. She is my fated mate.” Kian gruffs off sternly to Thane, causing Thane to dart his eyes back to him. “You will recognize me in this situation. I am still your alpha, whether you like what I am saying or not.” “Yes, alpha Thane, of course, Surry, my wolf is just a little on edge at the moment.” “Your woll is on edge in the presence of his mate? I am not sure that would be a normal fated male bond reaction Rian. “Look alpha, I don’t know. why you would think I would lie about this. Ayla is my fated mate. My wolf recognizes her as his mate. I feel it.” he states while holding his hand over his chest. “Ayla, do you feel anything right now when you look at Kian, or when you entered my office? Thane asks me and I answer by shaking my head “no” truthfully. Kian is handsome and I am sure he is nice or whatever, but I literally feel nothing. “She doesn’t feel anything because she is wolfless.” Kian states, causing me to bristle at his words and furtow my brows in anger. I am not wolfless, I just haven’t made me decision to connect with her, which sounds absurd, but when I think about it, but I have other safety variables to consider, Chor of them being my mate and whether or not he would accept us. Or if 1 would want him to. “How do you knope she is without her woll? I did not tell you that.” Thane asks him sternly. “I heard it when I was asking around about
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Debble Murray
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Nope.. not her mate. It was mentioned he “gambled“. He didn’t even recognise her entering the room. His wolf is probably upset because he is lying and it only wants its.
Cheryl Ann French
Nope he is on edge and so is his wolf, something is amiss, wake up Alpha and recognize the grand error. Someone is up to no good and it has Della written all over it.
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